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VIDEO: dedicated G42 students.

Tue, 2 Mar 2010 00:00:00 GMT

In honor of the rain (that's still here)I thought I'd post this video Di and I made last week.

6 weeks later and it's STILL raining in Spain.

Di and I document our walk to class.

You think you know, but you have no idea...

PS- We both really love it here and are beyond happy to be here at G42!

We just like to have a little fun too :)

rain or shinei love this life.

90898211 not-so profound thoughts.

Thu, 25 Feb 2010 00:00:00 GMT

For some reason I always find it easier to think of something good to write bout when it comes to writing emails than when I go to write a blog. Lately, there's been approx. 90898211 random thoughts going through my head ...I always just feel like a blog has to be something so put together, deep and profound... I guess that's good, but I'm not really all that prim and proper, and put together... so this is a bunch of randomness...

It seems to be the assumption about missionaries...that we are perfect. Ha.ha! That's what I used to think...until I became one. Then I saw that we are just as ordinary as the next person. Actually, in Comparative Religions in high school, I totally failed the test on Christianity! Oops! And YES! I was a Christian then, but then again, it's not like I did so hott on any of the tests for other religions either, but I did still passed them...(( try not to be intimidated by my intelligence hah)) The point is, anyone can make a difference, the question is are you willing to say yes?

Too often as Christians' we put on that front that we do have everything put together and are a step above the rest....I don't like that. From all ends, I'm pretty sure the facade is common knowledge, but no one really seems to do anything to bridge the gap and change it. We need to start. Andrew Shearman always says, "if we master any two things in life it should be: HUMILTY AND THANKFULNESS." I completely agree. That's what we all need to strive to live like that. If we start living like that surely things would begin to change.

Answering the questions of the week: How do you feel about going home? It's just a fact of life. Seasons come and seasons go. Change is the only thing permanent in our lives...so, yes. I can say I do look forward to what is next, however, I really haven't thought about how I feel about it. Maybe excited, but more so just indifferent. I'll be ready when it comes, but until then, honestly, I'm not going to dwell on it, because I am here! Loving life!

And what are you going to do next? Welllllllll I am going back home to Pennsylvania, of course. Then I want to begin to change the world...totally clich. That starts by making a difference in the life of just one person, and then another and then another. K that's a pretty general statement ((if you want to know more, let me know and I'll send you the extensive version of HOW I am going to do that)) No one ever told me that I could change the world, but I do wish someone would have. And now that I know I can (through Christ obviously), I want to tell others and empower them to do the same!

We didn't have classes this week, as it is practicum week, meaning other responsibilities. I've spent most of my days, on the computer attempting to connect G42 to the World Race by getting in contact with people who are interested in coming here (if you are interested! WRITE ME!), and reading/commenting on countless blogs like the one you're reading. Although it's mucho time staring at the computer it has been restful, and I'd say an encouraging week hearing people hearts and being inspired by the thoughts and stories of those on the field... All in all, life here has been absolutely amazing. We are going on our third day straight of no rain...well, maybe it rained today? But just a little. Anyways if that's the biggest dilemma in life then I sure do have a lot to be thankful for!

ps: If you think of anything deep and profound you'd like me to write about pleeease let me know and I'll do it.

I miss ice cream-(had to say it!)
k. That's all! Love you all mucho!

G42 to me...

Tue, 9 Feb 2010 00:00:00 GMT

"what is G42 to me?"

There's a lot of answers that people give, among many of which are: Kingdom, discipleship, a tribe, a generation of young people who want to fight to claim their inheritance, for those who aren't ready to settle for ordinary, spiritual fathers and apostolic headship. It is hope, passion; a diving board that will spring me into the rest of my life. It is a network that has nothing to do with knowledge and everything to do with impartation. It is about empowerment, activation and release. It is dreaming big dreams and making them come true. It is others making their ceiling our floor' and learning from the past and working together to build the kingdom of God. It is calling out greatness so I can become who I was created to be...It is a movement.

On the World Race I discovered my identity and at G42 I learned to walk in it. After getting off of the Race I thought I could do anything and pretty much conquer the world. I had learned my identity, but it lacked depth and substance. To say the least, when I got home it was a big wake up call to see that I was not fully equipped to, clich as it sounds, change the world. On the Race I was filled and connected with God through the experiences, the people, the ministry, and the community, but when I got home all of that was gone. I was able to encourage a lot of people through the stories and my experiences, but I still felt as though I was living in the past experiences instead of the present hope and future of God. I couldn't bring a constant flow of life by living out of an 11 month experience. I needed something more... I needed something new and something fresh. So that is what brought me here.

G42 has released me to become who I was called to be and has empowered me. It has added value to my life. They have given me all the tools I need to go and plant the kingdom of God. I have been developed as a leader with character. I have learned my potential, greatness and destiny. I was created to be me and made to be loved by God. I have learned truths here that I wish I would have known all my life.

G42 has challenged me to give answers to the hard questions like: what am I going to do, where am I going to go, who am I going to work with, what is my vision, my calling, who am I made to be? Thinking of how to answer these questions has shown me my purpose and calling in life. With awareness of all this brings new responsibility for my life. I will leave this place having made a plan and saying Amen.

It has shown me that lives change and big things happen when people chase their dreams. I never would have considered myself a dreamer, and here I was encouraged to dream again. One man, Andrew Shearman, had a dream to raise up 100,000 leaders and a generation who is willing to give up their lives to take the kingdom by force. He always says he became an overnight success after 20 years of chasing this dream, and it is beautiful. It has shown me that dreams aren't at all measured only by American standards, but instead by what is inside of us and who we were created to be, and what we were called to do. Furthermore, they aren't just something to have a nice conversation about, they are there to chase after and make a reality. We need to dream big, and then dream bigger because impossible is nothing.

The staff has given up everything for the sake of making 7 people great. They have loved us and let us into their lives. I feel so honored and humbled by that! Now, after a year of being trusted in the small things, the school has 21 interns and is growing rapidly! It is awesome. All of the leaders and teachers have shared their failures, successes, stories, wisdom, knowledge etc. in hopes that we will learn from their mistakes. They want us to build upon them making their 'ceiling to be our floor.' They call out our potential and push us to destiny and that is what it is all about...from generation to generation may his glory shine.

They have held us to high standards of excellence in all we do and have taught us the importance of character, thankfulness and humility. It is not a typical school where you show up to class, get a bunch of knowledge and go on with your life. We do life together. The teachers and the other interns have become family to me and they will be in my life forever.

I want to take the kingdom by force and walk to the beat of a different drum. I want to risk it all and go be the hands, feet, the love and the will of God!

All in all G42 has prepared me for the rest of my life...

Thank you all for being a part of this! love.love.

G42 CRIBS:our spanish casa.

Wed, 3 Feb 2010 00:00:00 GMT

Finally got it done:
welcome to our CASA/our spanish crib!
enjoy.
LOVE IT. LOVE YOU!

red light love.

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 00:00:00 GMT

This past weekend I went to Holland. We spent one afternoon walking around Amsterdam. It gave brand new meaning to window shopping. I couldn't believe what I saw...

Instead of seeing windows filled with mannequins wearing the latest fashion I saw women my age of all shapes and sizes in thongs, bikinis, fish nets and lingerie.

Each woman stood behind a door. Some of them would do a little dance or give a provoking smile, whereas others stood in a broken daze. Meanwhile, the men would come to their door. I saw them knock and the door open. They entered, the door closed, the curtain quickly shut behind them.

It didn't take me having to see anything to know what happens next...

Further up the road, I saw another door open, a man leaving and continuing on with his life. I saw a pimp with a content smirk, standing on the doorstep wearing his big fur coat and hat.

At large, all I saw was a cheap and skewed view of love.

As I continued down the street with red lights I felt so helpless. All I could do was smile at them. My eyes were drawn to the eyes of those on the other side of the window. Each time they met, it felt like the world paused for a split second.

And when this happened, I began to see something different.

I saw hope in the midst of a lost and broken world. I saw value and potential in each man and woman I passed. If only they knew. I saw the eyes of darkness and despair see a glimpse of light and joy through a single smile.

I saw that the search for temporary love' is not what they are truly looking for.

They are not even looking for something, but rather they are longing for someone.

Their search for LOVE is really just a search for our eternal, everlasting, pure loving God.

Although, day after day the red lights turn on, the men fill the streets and the women fill the windows, there will be a day when the lights are turned off, when the men will no longer be searching and the women will be set free....

Because Now I see God's everlasting hope is rising, his light is shining in the darkest of all places and the kingdom is coming! There is nothing that can stop that!

CRIBS: Sneek Peek of SanSeb.

Wed, 20 Jan 2010 00:00:00 GMT

this is just a little preview of our upcoming cribs video...

my normal.

Wed, 20 Jan 2010 00:00:00 GMT

The everydays of life have become so normal to me that often times I forget, my normal' isn't so normal. This is my normal...

It is living on the most beautiful street in a little Spanish casa here in Mijas, Spain. Normal is living in community with 9 other people, sleeping on the top bunk, cooking dinner for 10+ each night, staying up late to make sure everything is clean and ready to go for another day. It is hanging my clothes to dry out on the line and praying it doesn't rain during the 2/3 days it takes to fully dry them. It is sporadic hot water and lately even electric...

My normal day is non-stop, go, go, go. It is full of laughter, relationships and responsibility. Lately a normal day begins at the sound of my alarm going off at 6:45am. I quickly get out of bed already dressed in my work-out clothes, throw on my sneakers, and go for a run. As I do, I watch the sunrise and crank up the worship music. Honestly, what more could I ask for?!

I make it back tothe other house to grab a hot shower (if I'm lucky), get ready and eat some breakfast. By this time it is already 8:30 and classes begin in an hour. If it's not a prayer morning, I sit outside looking out over the beautiful Mediterranean to spend some time with God.

I quick grab a cup of coffee and make my way downstairs to the garage by 9:30. Yepp, this is where I spend most of my time...in class. We start with prayer and worship followed by teachings. Class til 11, quick coffee break, and it resumes until noon. Break time follows from 12 til 2. I walk back to my house, likely eat granola cereal or grilled cheese for lunch and head out the door to a meeting or a coffee date with a friend.

Soon enough, it's 2 o'clock. Break time is over and back to the garage I go from 2 more hours of class. If it's my week to cook I try to go directly home at four to make dinner, if not I hang out with some friends or attempt to get something accomplished from my never-ending check list.

6 oclock! Dinner time! I have dinner with the other 9 people I live with and some of the leaders of the school join us. As we all finish eating, tea and coffee is served and we just sit around and talk-one of my favorite parts of the day! And yes, you counted right, that adds up to 4 hot drinks (coffee,tea) everyday! Haha.

By this time it's 7:15 or 7:30 and then the extra curriculars begin. Mondays-manualidades, Tuesday-worship night, Wednesday-dance class, Thursday nights-knitting and pub ministry. The activities end at 8:30 and usually we hang out, get work done, watch a movie, or something of the sort afterwards. Every night I tell myself I will make it to bed early' (before midnight), which never really happens...My day ends praying as I fall asleep as another normal day' is soon to arrive.

The Rain in Spain...video

Sun, 10 Jan 2010 00:00:00 GMT

Well, class was back in session this week! Everything's been going great! No longer are there only 7 of us, there are now 21 world changers attending the G42 Academy...which has been an absolute blast! It's been crazier than ever, in the best way possible, of course! More details about that to come later this week...

It has been raining since I got back...the most rain this town has had in 50 years in fact, ending a 5 year drought. Andrew Shearman says rain brings new life and we are bringing life to Spain. So that is great news, except we have to walk in it to class everyday...

So here's a video about the rain in Spain!
It does fall gently on the plain, but heavily on the coast...

ps. Look out for a CRIBS video this week too!

love.

my favorite christmas present.

Tue, 5 Jan 2010 00:00:00 GMT

I didn't have anything on my Christmas list this year. I didn't ask for anything and really didn't need anything. I thought it was going to be a Christmas in Spain, one like no other. And yes, this Christmas was one like no other, but was completely different than what I assumed it would be.

It all started when I flew home to Cincinnati to celebrate the wedding of Rachel Hunt and Donny Riggs. It was a beautiful wedding and meant so much to me to be able to be a part of it! ((Congrats to the newlyweds!))

I had no consideration of it whatsoever and thought I would be okay missing the holidays. Hearing Christmas music, seeing the Christmas trees and being in the states made me think about how close I was to being with family for the holidays. A one way ticket back to Spain was all I had and I had planned on using it the day after the wedding. My mind started spinning with thoughts of how could I make this work?! Soon after it all came together.

The fact that I went home for the Christmas season was just as much a surprise for me as it was my family! So lots of you have been asking about how my Christmas surprises went...so I figured I'd just write a blog about it...sharing my 3 fav stories...

My greatest accomplice was my sister's boyfriend John. He picked me up from the airport then we made our way to Lancaster where the surprises and tricks (since I'm a twin!) began!

Our first stop was to see my Grams. I called her up pretending I was my sister and asked about stopping by. We showed up, nothing abnormal, we definitely had her fooled. It wasn't even fair. After 10 minutes she was asked me, "what's becky's address in Spain." It was funny, she totally thought I was Kendra! No clue! Then John asked her to keep it a secret that we were there because Kendra didn't know yet. She did a slow motion double take and then finally realized it was me! Haha

Next stop: Kendra's classroom. She was shocked when she saw me all she could get out was "WHAT THE HECK!?" Mom and dad's surprises were slightly more nonchalant. We tried to fool them, but they know the difference! Bummer! Mom just yelled with excitement when she saw me and yelled again after telling her I'd be home for 15 days!

Last family surprise I'll share with you all was for my bro Kirby and sis-in-law Katy. We called and made plans. I got out of the car a block early, meanwhile Kend, John and Kirby were going to get pizza and I was going to go surprise Katy in hopes she wouldn't realize it was me. Our perfect plan failed when I went to their house, lights were out and the door was locked. They all went to get pizza. I was locked outside in the freezing cold for 20 minutes.

After seeing the car come back and all of them go inside it was surprise time. I went and knocked, Kirby came to the door and maybe for a split second he thought I was Kendra, but quickly. He didn't understand where I came from! Haha and Katy too! They were so so thrown off and ridiculously surprised! Loved it!

There's countless more surprise stories I could share...but I won't.

Being able to be at home with my family made me realize what a blessing it really is to be able to spend that time of year with them! It never meant as much to me as it did when it became something I wasn't supposed to have.

There are so many things we have to be thankful for, the everyday blessings of life that we assume will always exist and when they don't they mean so much more! Be thankful for those things and know how great a blessing they truly are!

I didn't have anything on my Christmas list this year, I didn't really ask for anything, but there was one thing I needed most: MY FAMILY! It was the best Christmas gift I ever got. Seriously!

It was great seeing a bunch of you over break as well!!

i love you all.

Financial update:

I am a little over halfway as far as G42 support goes; I am still in need of $3000 for the rest of my time here. In fact, $1000 of that is due like NOW. Will you please continue to support me in this journey!?

For ANY donations,click here ((http://www.g42leadershipacademy.org/donate)) and click on "intern support". Make sure to enter our names before checking out. I'll let you know in a few days what my account looks like thanks to your response! Please keep me in your prayers and let's see God show up!

If you would rather pay by check, make checks payable to G42 and mail to: in the memo section write 'becky miller'

G42, Inc.
P.O. Box 17419
Fountain Hills, AZ 85269

I want to thank you so much for your prayer and financial support! God is doing amazing things in and through that! Thank you! In my next blog I'll be expanding a little more about my vision, and what's going on here at G42.

Thank you so much again for everything!

clarence.

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 00:00:00 GMT

This past weekend I flew back to the states, to Cincinnati to celebrate the marriage of Rachel Hunt and Donny Riggs. (Many of you would know Rachel as my co-anchor in our notorious cribs videos) Not only was it a great time of celebration of their love, but it was also a wonderful time of fellowship with my January '08 World Race Family.

It was just another day, but one that would leave a lasting imprint on my heart. One afternoon, we made our way to downtown Cincinnati to eat lunch and explore. Moments after arriving, a homeless man comes over asking for some spare change for a bus fare... eighty cents to be exact.

Sidenote: after being around the world for a year, these scenarios become quite common, and honestly, so often that it gets old and I ignore those who are asking for money and apathetically continue on my way...this time however was different. K so back to the story...

Patrice says to the man, "well I really don't like to give out money, is there anything else we could do for you?" Oblivious to what was going on, I continued to walk on with the rest of the group as Patrice handled the rest of the situation. Our new friend, Clarence, led us to the Skyline Restaurant and when we arrived Patrice invited him to join us.

It wasn't anything fancy, we just loved him like Jesus.

Clarence was so thankful and touched. He expressed his gratitude telling us, "You have served me. You have loved me, talked with me and bought me lunch. I couldn't ask for more. I think God is trying to speak to me through you all, his angels. He wants me to start going back to church..."

After an hour or so of lunch we gave him his bus fare, prayed, and went our separate ways. Kingdom came that day in a restaurant and in the heart of a man named Clarence.

Perhaps we even entertained an angel, perhaps we entertained Jesus? ...bottom line is: There are lives waiting and needing to experience this love. God used us that day, not because we asked, but because we were willing. There's no doubt in my mind, that next time someone asks me for some spare change, I won't just walk by, but rather I'll seize the opportunity to change someone's life and love them like Jesus. The question is: will you?

new perspective.

Sun, 6 Dec 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Our days here are filled with classes, community and life. It is non-stop but I am loving every minute of it. Not only do we have classes, but we have had opportunities here to plug into other ministries in the community. Each week the guys have been going to help serve the homeless at a soup kitchen and last week I had the opportunity to join them...

Sad to say, but it had been a long time since I had done organized ministry.' What an honor and privilege it is to be able to serve. God has given me a new heart and deeper love for his people.

As I entered the room my heart broke. I met and talked with other volunteers and waited for the homeless to come. We soon gathered around to pray, the presence of the Lord came and it filled the room. Dear Jesus, we thank for you this night... I heard the prayers, but the words got jumbled as I was in a place where God was showing me who I was serving that night...

He reminded me of the story of Abraham when three strangers came to visit him. (Genesis 18) He said to the Lord, "If I have found favor in your eyes, do not pass your servant by..." Without hesitation, he then waited on his guests, washed their feet, and had Sarah prepare them a feast. They were strangers, yet Abraham served them as though he was serving God, as royalty.

I hear an Amen and wipe the tears from my eyes as they open. Oh yeah, I am at the soup kitchen. Men and women begin to come in. They sit down and wait for us to serve them food. I waited eagerly amongst the several volunteers in hopes there would be enough plates for me to give just one. The plates are coming out and volunteers are taking them by twos and threes. Ah! Finally they gave me one to give. Filled with excitement, I carried it over to a little old lady. While they ate their dinner, I sat and laughed with an old homeless man, got asked out, likely even proposed to (haha) while talking with a young Moroccan man, and prayed with another woman. In each one of those faces I saw Jesus.

It was not just another night, another obligation, it was an honor. Although they were strangers without a home, they are royalty. It was humbling that God allowed me to serve them!

I left the soup kitchen with a cheeky grin and new perspective.

What if we treated people like royalty? What if we served people as though we were serving God? We are called to love, we are called to serve and do so excellently.

That's what is going to change the world.

wildest dreams come true! winkwink.

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Today I read a great blog by Justine Zin's, a racer from the October'09 Squad. She mentioned how she had listened to a podcast by Graham Cook called "Living from a Place of Dreaming" I was fascinated by what she had written so decided to download and listen to it. Yeah it was amazing, I recommend it! As a result, this is what stirred within me....

THESE ARE THE DAYS OF DREAMS COMING TRUE

Kids think big. When I was little and people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up I remember excitingly telling them, "I want to be an ice skater!!!" I even have a poster to prove it! Despite the fact that I was a horrible ice skater and had only gone just a few times, I actually believed it was possible! At another point in time, I wanted to be a gymnast, and although I wasn't even flexible enough to touch my toes, I still believed it was possible! There was absolutely no logic, no reason and no limit to my dreams.

I want to live like that--in a dream mindset of possibility instead of impossibilities, where there is absolutely no logic and no limit to my dreams, where the faith of a child consumes me, and where impossible defines nothing.

Ephesians 3:20 "Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than ALL we can ask or imagine according to his power that is at work within us..."

The limit of our relationships is the limit of our requests...When God tells us to go to a place of asking he is not saying to go to a place of logic, he's not talking about what's reasonable, He's talking about imagination!

What's worse than our dreams not coming true, I believe, is having no dreams to begin with. How can we make something happen if there's nothing we want to happen?

When we live being okay with logical dreams we live earthbound, keeping God in a box! Oh wait, God doesn't live in a box, quite frankly, I don't even think they make one big enough for him to fit in...He's HUGE!

The enemy is a dream stealer. He wants us to stay satisfied with what is reasonable and what is good. The enemy of good, however, is better. If we are satisfied with good, we will always miss what is better.

Today I found myself saying, "I am not a dreamer." Looking back now, just hours later, I realize that was a really stupid comment! It makes me wonder... when did I lose my imagination? When did I stop dreaming big dreams and replacing them with ones that make sense? I need to get back to the place of dreaming, not just for a visit, but to live life from there!

It's time that we go beyond the ordinary to the extraordinary! We have serious stuff to do in this world and we need people who can access God at this level of dreaming! Our wildest imaginations are not even close to what He has planned! These are the days of dreams coming true.

If we really believe in who we say we believe in, we will live differently!!!

twenty five and a surprise!

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Wednesday was my birthday! twenty five...I am getting old.

The girls cooked me french toast for breakfast. And we wore our leather leggings, all three of them also wore name tags saying "hello, my name is KENDRA" because celebrating birthdays alone when you're a twin can be lonely. We had two boxes of ice cream for lunch (Addiction, I think yes.) We all went out to dinner, had a dance party, several skype dates, cards and lots of happy birthday messages....all in all, despite missing my other half it was a fabulous day! thank you to everyone who made my birthday wonderful!

i wanted to share with you my favorite part of my day...a birthday surprise from my family..
pretty much the most amazing thing ever! hope you like it!
thanks again for everything!

I love you all!!!

this is it...

Mon, 9 Nov 2009 00:00:00 GMT

I was never homesick on the race at all, probably not even a day. This week, however, it hit me and it didn't make sense why I felt the way I did. I love the people here, I love this place, but with it I realized I had unspoken expectations. I wasn't homesick for a place, but homesick for people. I came in here with expectations of what community was and looked like based off of the amazing community I had on the world race. I miss that, a lot.

I learned that this is not my world race family. It's not the same people. I cannot change them and make them more like Jan '08. Not just that, but I have to choose in to this, and accept it for what it is and what it's not. Yet at the same time I have a responsibility here, to not passively sit back and settle in acceptance of what it's not, but to be proactive, and choose in to all it has to offer. So community here looked different than what I had known, and desired. This week I claimed my responsibility for going deeper in community---intentionally spending individual time with each person..it was good, yet at the end of the day, something still lacked.

After spending time with the Lord, processing and growing in all this I have a new vision of community. Inspired by the JFK quote(cheesy, I know, but it works) "Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country." I wouldn't say I was looking for what others could give me, just simply seeking something deeper here... I contemplated that quote a lot and how it applied to my life. Through it I learned, it's not about what this place has to offer me, but rather me fully giving of myself. At the end of every day I want to look back knowing that I have fully given myself to these people, to this place and to God. And that's all I can do. I cannot change anyone, I cannot make anyone choose in, but I can fully give of myself for the sake of others. That's what it's all about anyways right?!

So what does that look like? I am seeking the answer. Currently, there is a question pending with each person I live with...asking "What specifically can I do to serve, challenge, help you thrive and excel in this community?" They're all thinking on it, and whatever that looks like I will commit to do. Even if it's something like jump in the freezing pool everyday in my clothes because it'll make someone laugh, or doing someone's laundry because they hate doing it-I don't care, I'll do whatever it takes with a joyful heart. My desire is to see these 6 people step into destiny, to become great, to challenge them and be challenged by them.

It's a huge lesson for me to be learning, I'm pretty excited about it. Yet I'm aware that as answers are given to this question I will be challenged a lot.

Bottom line: nothing easy is worth fighting for. I don't want this community to be a walk in the park. Community is supposed to be messy, it's not supposed to be easy. It's meant to challenge, stretch, serve and bring us closer to God and to each other. We were created to love one another. And out of that we are called to fully and freely give ourselves to each other.

I realize all communities are different. And before I could move forward in this community, I needed to understand that. So with these revelations, I find this community to be just right for the season God is bringing me in. Each season is different and God surrounds us with unique and amazing people to walk through in love and challenge each other to greatness. My love for this community is growing as every day we are becoming more of a family...

halloween with the spain crew. we were a rock band--aka leather bandits. :)

i love you all!!!!

G42 CRIBS!

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 00:00:00 GMT

the cribs videos are finally back!!!

welcome to the g42 leadership academy...

lots of love.

love neverending.

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 00:00:00 GMT

continued...

Sometimes there are things locked away within us that are necessary to walk through to bring refinement. It is the glorious paradox-that it's better to be broken and scattered in a million pieces than to never be broken at all. It's better to be lost and found than to have never been lost in the first place. Prior to all of this, I was free, but now I am just walking in deeper sense of freedom...continuing daily. God always has a deeper level of freedom that He wants to take us to in which we must also be willing to fight for.

Okay, back to the story, to make it short and sweet ... that day things changed. I made the choice to no longer stand for the lies of rejection and under the fear of conditional love. It is simply unacceptable and is not truth in my life. So finally I got over my pride, asked for prayer and with that so much freedom was released! It was beautiful!

And the revelation hit me: It has nothing to do with chasing love,
but absolutely everything about chasing to be loved first!

It is our nature to want love. We were made to be loved by God, but the enemy distorts and schemes against the truth which sends us searching for love in all the wrong places. From there we become insecure and look to anything and anyone for the sake of being loved.

The world nurtures conditional love. Although His love is deeper than imagined, its automatically assumed that Christ's love is something to be earned...FALSE. The fact of the matter is: there is NOTHING we can do to make God love us more; likewise, there is nothing we can do to make God love us less. He loves us 100% ALL the time!

We need to stop trying to EARN God's love, accept that we're not perfect and be okay with the fact that mistakes are going to happen. Even though God is omniscient, we still try to hide our imperfections from Him. We run and hide thinking ohh God's not going to love me if dot dot dot... it's nonsense! His love is irrevocable. Nothing can separate us from that! And if we are still trying to live by the Law what is the purpose of Jesus Christ?! No longer is life about right and wrong it is of Freedom and Grace! Take a sigh of relief! Thank you Jesus for that one!!! :)

God is love. Since God's existence has no beginning and no end, it also means LOVE has always existed. Hmm...fathom that one. It is the foundation of which all things are built.

We are created to be love, to have love and to give love. If you love God, you love others. You become Christ with skin on. You strive to love your neighbor as yourself, because you see Christ in them. So when you love them, you're loving Jesus at the same time. You become love. It comes from the core; from the Christ in you, from the inside out. Being directly connected to the source there's a constant flow of love within to give away...

THIS is what is going to change the world.

No longer do we love to death, WE LOVE TO LIFE.

*special thanks to Nicholas Hindes for his wisdom and helping me process all this...

conditional love.

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 00:00:00 GMT

CONDITIONAL LOVE.

It's always been my biggest fear.

In a broken place about two months ago my imperfections and emotions flooded out on the pages of my journal. It was the first time I actually realized how consumed I was by the fear of conditional love.

In all ways, it was my truth and I ignorantly based my life off of it.

With that being said, I did everything I could for people to love me...

I ran from hurt and from pain...both literally and figuratively. It was my coping mechanism. I feared people's love for me would end if I was not my typical happy, joyful, and fun self. So I put on a pretty face and walked with a convincing smile so no one would have a reason to not love me. I thrived and even prided on being so good at hiding my emotions. And I was definitely not ever going to let anyone see me cry, because in my eyes crying was a sign of weakness and I am not weak I am strong!

I told others so often "I don't cry" that I convinced myself of it and I didn't. On the few occasions that I did, I'd locked myself in a room alone. I ran. I withdrew. No one could help me because I wouldn't let them. I wouldn't ask because I wasn't able to receive. There was no need for me to have to burden' others with my emotions and sadness. The line played on repeat in my head, no one likes it when you are miserable, so you might as well be happy, and so the faade of strength and happiness would begin again.

As the fear increased it began to infect all aspects of my life... I got caught up in my body image-fearing if I gained weight then no one would love me; in relationships- if I didn't give myself physically then I would not be good enough; in disagreements-if I wouldn't give in and apologize then I would be rejected; in friendships- if they'd get too close they might see my flaws and relinquish their love and lastly it flooded over and kept me distanced from God as I could not accept his goodness.

I soon realized that this wasn't just an issue from the past few months. It had been built up and ran deep over years and years of my life. The strings of conditional love and rejection were wrapped so tightly around my heart that I couldn't take it any longer. I knew that something had to change, I didn't know how, but knew I couldn't do it on my own...

(to be continued)

testimonies.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 00:00:00 GMT

HELLOOO!!!

welll, I have lots to update you on...

We have been in classes for a solid week now. Currently there is a total of seven of us here, living in community, attending classes, growing and doing life together. It is incredible. Daily we have classes for about 4-6 hours, it varies. I love it!

To be honest, I cannot say enough good things about this place, the people and what God has been teaching me...my spirit is bubbly, my heart it bursting, I am craving more and more each day and am being taken to deeper depths and intimacy with the Lord. I'll write more on this later...promise!

It's not an ordinary theology seminary school; actually it's not ordinary at all that's the beauty of it. The founders and teachers of this place have laid down their lives to push us to destiny, to equip us, challenge us, prepare us and send us out to do the will of God. It is so humbling.

I have never been in intense discipleship before. My greatest desire is to "go and make disciples of all nations..." (Matthew 28:18) I feel like it is essential to be a disciple before making disciples. There's not a question in my heart that being here is exactly where I need to be to be in order to prepare me for the rest of my life... I want to change the world..cliche-perhaps, but absolute truth-YES!

Here's a real good video to give you an idea of what former students have said about their G42 experience. I know a few of them personally from my time on the World Race and have seen them transformed ... so check it out!

Enjoy!

G42- Interviews from Sean Smith on Vimeo.

I ask that you'd consider joining me on this journey. Currently I am still in need of $5,000 for this school, one thousand before November 1^st. if you're interested, you can donate by clicking HERE intern support OR on the left hand side menu. Feel free to contact me if you have any questions.

Thank you so much for being a part of this and walking in faith with me...

So much love to you.

this is for you dad...

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Dad,

It's your birthday...again. Last year I wrote 54 things I love about you. This year, as I was considering what I could do or say to wish you a happy birthday, first I thought about how blessed I am to have such an amazing father like you, and then I began to think of some major lessons you have taught me and how that has influenced me to live the life I do and to become who I have become...

Thank you for always encouraging me to do my best, and to never give up. Growing up I always remember you saying, " just do your best and as long as you do your best then that's all you can do." That has been something that has always stuck with me and I always strived for. So even when I got a D on my report card, it was okay, because I tried my best. On the other hand, it has challenged me to always put my best foot forward, to give 110% in all things I do and to be completely satisfied with the results. This has really led me to accomplish some amazing things; things I never thought possible! I have always appreciated that and thrived on that statement.

Another big thing you have taught me is that if I commit to something I must finish my commitment and not quit when things get hard or I no longer want to do what I signed up for. This pretty much goes hand and hand with the do your best theory.' Not only has this taught me to persevere, but it has taught me to make the best of all circumstances even when that is a difficult thing to do.

Actions always speak louder than words. I would definitely have to say that your character has taught me so much. In so many ways it reflects the character of Christ. You accept others for who they are and love them the same. You have a servant's heart, constantly putting the needs of others before your own. You bring out the best in people by encouraging them in their strengths and offering wisdom and solid advice in their weaknesses. No matter what the circumstances you are always content. You are humble, slow to anger and not easily offended. You are open-minded and make the best of all situations. Even when the situations are challenging and seem hopeless you are full of strength and optimism. You are diligent and have a consistent attitude of thankfulness.

I know these may seem like little lessons, perhaps not even lessons at all, but in my eyes they are huge! Without them, without you I would not be where I am and who I am today. I cannot say enough good things about my family, and about you-my father. One of the things that breaks my heart the most is when I hear of people who have never had a close relationship with their dad or lack a father figure, because I could not imagine my life like that. God has blessed me so much! I do not tell you enough how much I appreciate you...

I know it has been hard for you with me being away, but I thank you so so much for being supportive of it! Thank you for all you have done for me, for always being there and just for being you. To say the least, it is such a compliment, even an honor to me when people tell me how much like you I am. You are my hero.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
eat some ice cream for me! ;)

I LOVE YOU!!!

Life is crazy.

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 00:00:00 GMT

::FLASHBACK:: Sept. 27, 2005 Exactly four years ago to the day I landed here in Spain for a semester abroad. So crazy! It was my junior year in college, my first plane ride and the perfect escape from the mess I was in at home. My mom always says I grew my wings here in Spain...she's probably right. Up until the world race, I can say without a doubt it was the best time of my life.

I look at the person I was four years ago and don't even recognize her anymore. Ah it's hard to put into words, but plain and simple that girl was lost, depressed, lonely, hopeless and searching for something more. She loved Jesus and talked to him, but only when it was convienient for her. On the inside, she locked down all the hurt and pain, and wouldn't open up to anyone, Outwardly, however, she lived happily, carelessly and passionately seeking FUN and so she embraced everything this place had to offer ... new friends, new faces, and a new start.

And so here I am again. Spain. It's beautiful. As my feet touched down here my eyes welded up with tears of joy and a smile on my face practically laughing out loud at the way God works. I always joked around saying Spain was my first true love as it has such a special place in my heart and knew someday I would return...but never would have imagined I'd be here... now,doing what I'm doing, living this life following Christ and a missionary of all things?! What?! :)

God has totally transformed my entire life. I know I say that all the time, but I just can't get over it! It's so incredibly amazing! God called me out, turned my ashes into beauty and bestowed on me a crown of righteousness. He chose ME!. It's awesome. I'm so blessed!!!

Romania was amazing! I'll write more bout that later. God did some real cool things there in my life, I feel like I left that place walking in deeper freedom, intimacy and empowerment . This next week here in Spain will be a preparations week. Classes begin on October 6^th so this week I'll spend time with the people here and serve however I can. I ask that you can pray that God prepares my heart for what He has in store, that I can contiune to Trust Him and HIS plans for my life and not my own and for health and rest..been a little sick lately...nothing serious, just a cold. Thank you.

I'm really excited for this all to begin and look forward to how it will change me even more.

Thank you so much for being a part of this.
I love you all lots!!

I made it!!!

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 00:00:00 GMT

HELLOOOOO!!!!

Well, I'll be honest in saying, that this time leaving was surprisingly much more difficult than it was leaving for the race. It's almost as though I need to grieve' what I always thought my life was going to look like-teaching spanish and what not. I never thought I'd be sitting here in Romania, let alone having been called to be a missionary around the world for 11 months, or being called to Spain, and who knows what comes after that. It's more than I ever imagined my life would be...and that is pretty awesome! J

Anyways, after 2 flights, a twelve hour layover, and a 24 hour travel day, I just wanted to let you all know that I made it safely to Romania. My travel day could not have gone more smoothly, so thank you so so much for your prayers! Today I met up with my friend Mark, and we went down town to explore Bucharest. After walking the streets for 2 hours looking for a place to eat we finally found a cute little caf where we spent the afternoon relaxing and catching up. This country is really beautiful, and I have a feeling that as we make our way to Brasov it'll be even more pretty.

Although we're not currently world racers', we feel like we are all over again-meaning that we spent the entire afternoon acting like we've been here before, walking around town trying to communicate with the people and not understanding a word they say, not even being phased by random dogs roamning the litter covered streets, and eating junk for dinner-yogurt and cookies bought from a grocery store to save money, sharing water from a gallon, and we're walking around this hotel in travel clothes obviously standing out amongst everyone else in their business suits. Haha J completely normal to us...just like 'home.'

Later tonight we will go to pick up some other people from the airport. We will stay here in Bucharest tonight, then leave tomorrow morning to drive about 2 hours to Brasov where we will be for the remainder of our time with lots and lots of people! I'm EXCITED!!!

I ask that ya'll continue to pray safety for everyone who is traveling to the conference (200+ people) and just that God can do amazing things during our time here.

Thank you all so much for your support in this...I miss you already and love you so so so much!

My Life: Phase 2. Read it.

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 00:00:00 GMT

I have been constantly reminded of the calling the Lord has on my life. Two years ago the Lord gave me big words. Not only did he call me to the World Race, but he called me to the nations, to the broken, the hurting, the poor and to the ones the world has forgotten. He has put his spirit in me to do his work. From the beginning of time, he chose me to do this. It is completely unfathomable and a privilege to say the least...

These past 8 months of being home have honestly been so challenging. I was sure I had God figured out, I thought I had my own life figured out and that I could change it on my own. I longed for purpose, community and to see the Lord move in the lives of those around me. As He provided these things I realized they looked completely different than what I expected them to look like. And that hurt...a lot, however this time was not in vain, because the Lord used it to draw me into deeper dependency and relationship with him which is pure joy.

With each passing day of coming home, I just wanted to go back to the race, yet I knew it wasn't possible. I was living in the past. I thought each day would get easier, you know, because everyone says, time heals all things. Well things definitely did not get better with time. It hurt too much to look at the reality I was in, I didn't want to hurt. I didn't want to cry and to deal with it. And was convinced I didn't know how. So I numbed myself to everything, put on a smile and coasted through...

I spent the spring as a substitute teacher and soccer coach. It was really fun, yet in some ways I was ignoring what God had done in my life this past year and not walking confidently in the calling He has upon me. I still refused to deal with my emotions of being home and packed my days to the max to justify not spending time with the Lord. April came. It was my breaking point as God was calling me to sacrifice some things.

I was offered the job which I had always said was "my dream job," a Spanish teaching position at my alma mater high school. I knew if I wanted it I could have had it. Although my heart knew I wouldn't be happy doing it, I wanted it, just for the sake of having it...Nothing more. As I considered it, God spoke simply, "...I want all of you. I am jealous FOR you. I want to take you deeper. I have another plan....I will bless you in whatever you choose, but I want all of you." So I followed...

Since then lots has happened...but now more than ever I am realizing this calling wasn't just an 11 month commitment, it's not a 9 to 5 that I can just clock in and out of each day, it is life to me...

With that being said, there is no doubt in my heart the Lord is calling me to go to the G42 Leadership Academy in Spain. It's a 6 month intensive theology school taught by men and women who do not just teach and walk in the principles alone but people who live it, breathe it and manifest the presence of God in their own lives. I feel God is preparing me for something big. He is taking me deeper, into a season of preparation and equipping me to live passionately, full of joy, with a deep attitude of thankfulness, worship, and grace-with great hope for the future! It is not only a leadership school or ministerial training center; it is also a jumping off point for people who have committed to giving their lives for Christ...whatever that looks like. :)

Plain and simple this is the vision of the school:
To raise up leaders who are equipped, focused, determined and strong
To have passion released and Freedom to become
To live a life of maturity bounded by love and grace
To go to the nations and plant the kingdom where it doesn't exist and spend the rest of their lives selflessly, joyously and passionately in the supernatural power of God, Making every dead thing come alive.

Surrendering to God and following the path He is leading me down, I have complete faith that He will provide. This journey begins on September 15^th. I need your support both prayerfully and financially. I am asking for volunteers to pray for me daily until I return. The academy program costs are $1,000/month, so $6,000 in total. Additional expenses include health insurance and flights. If 25 people pledge $40/month mygoal would be met! Will you please prayerfully consider partnering with and supporting me for whatever amount you can, monthly or one-time?

You can support me financially by clicking HERE or....send a check to
Adventures In Missions
6000 Wellspring Trail
Gainesville, GA 30506
Make checks payable to: Adventures in Missions' and
In the MEMO section of the Check simply write BECKY MILLER'
Feel free to contact me if you have any questions.

From the bottom of my heart, i thank you so much!
Lots of love and blessings!!

Check out what's next!! VIDEO.

Tue, 8 Sep 2009 00:00:00 GMT

In ONE WEEK I will be starting a new journey.....

This is a snapshot of THE G42 LEADERSHIP ACADEMY in Spain, which is where I will be calling home for the next 6 months.

Check out this brief video by a current student of the academy...

G42- The Beginning from Sean Smith on Vimeo.

http://www.g42global.org/leadershipacademy/

I ask that you please pray and consider supporting me in this.

I am currently in need of $6,000 to attend.

You can do so by clicking HERE.

type my name in the participant section. :)

more details to come.

thank you so much.

love.

World Race Promo Video.

Thu, 3 Sep 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Why we do what we do.....

Numbers.

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 00:00:00 GMT

This is a video made by Brian Alonzo showing the realities of Human Trafficking...

it's a reality for millions of people in this world. As world racers we have built and established relationships with people that are directly involved with in this industry. The video will give you a glimpse of this enormous issue.

Let's do something about it...

Post Race:Day 10

Sun, 31 May 2009 00:00:00 GMT

As I turn back to my journals it's almost as though I feel the emotions of coming home all over again. I'll be honest the first night ya'll (July '08 Squad) came home I found myself grieving with you and actually breaking down that night. All the little details of coming home linger in my thoughts, down to the feelings I had as I layed my head down in my big comfy bed after 322 days around the world. Thinking, 'woah! I don't know if I can deal with this.'

Ten days after being home is where my first post race journal entry begins, specifically marked at the top of the page
"POST RACE: DAY 10"

This is what it reads...

Some days are good, some days are bad, but most are just mundane. It seems like this place is the exact same way I left it. The word we were reminded of before we left to come home was "ABIDE in Him, to guard and protect quiet time with the Lord." Although that has been my intention and really the only thing on my agenda, it always seems to be the one to get overlooked.

I'm unmotivated, my heart thirsts for that time, but that unmotivated "blah feeling" is what consumes me. God, I need you. God, where are you? This is so difficult! Why do I ignore you? I'm drowning in the apathyof this place. I really don't care about much of anything. I'm searching for purpose here-and yes God is working, I see it...but feel so distant.

"Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw near to me and I will draw near to you"
James 4:7-8

This entry is followed by a few pages of prophecying over myself, the Lord reminding me who I was (my old self) and who I am now (my new self) and God comforting me as He tells me of His faithfulness and tells me he'll never leave me nor forsake me which is all so comforting.

These next few days I want to encourage you to remind yourself who you are in Christ and who He is in you. Sit with the Lord ask him to reveal to you who he has made you to be. Prophecy it over yourself daily. Remember you are the BREATH of LIFE. You know and hear the Lord's voice, He's always speaking to you. He has amazing plans for you, a purpose, and a high calling on your life! You are empowered, a light in dark places, you are chosen. You're in the world, but not of it, You are not in this process alone, it's okay to feel these feelings. People care and are hungry to hear about what God has done in your life. Do not be silent.

Feel free to contact me, to share what you are doing, and specifically how I can be praying for each one of you...

I understand what youre going through and honestly somedays feel like its still only been 10 days since being home. :)

"...and I want you to stress ALL these things, so that those who have trusted God may be careful to DEVOTE THEMSELVES to doing what is good. These things are excellent and profitable to everyone." Titus 3:8

love.

KINGDOM COME.

Re-entry.

Mon, 25 May 2009 00:00:00 GMT

When we arrived to Cambodia, our final ministry month, one of my teammates, Steve said, "different country, same God" and I've remembered that. It's been 6 months already since being home. These past months have been a complete roller coaster ride...some good days and bad days each filled with challenges, emptiness, change, lonliness, but a constant joy

because our God remains the same.

My transition game plan was simple...to simply ignore it. I figured being happy is much more fun, I'll just have fun, make the best of things, wait for things to happen and eventually things will fall into place. Furthermore, I had no clue how to process a life changing year. And let's face it, it's so much easier to ignore the hard issues than to face the true emotion, pain and hurt of it all. On the outside I was perfectly fine, yet on the inside my spirit was screaming, my heart breaking and thirsting for more of the Lord.

After several weeks of my complacent game plan, I finally broke down. I felt empty, alone, yet fully dependent on the Lord to bring me through it all. I was overwhelmed, but realized I couldn't be stagnant or nostalgic. I had to begin taking steps to move forward in my relationship with Christ as a daughter of God. I began taking up my cross each day and CHOOSING to spend time with the Lord. And that's what it all comes down to, A CHOICE, regardless of if you're dealing with transition or not.

Since being home, I've struggled, I've been tested and challenged and I've grown tremendously. Still, not a day goes by that I don''t think about the prostitutes, lepers, orphans, earthquake victims, English students and all the people we've met and relationships we've made around the world. I learned that there's no timeline for the re-entry process. Transition never ends, we only become more comfortable with the idea of it. And each day we have a choice to make...to show allegiance to God or to Satan.

Over the next few weeks I want to get real with you about these past few months of being home, especially for the JULY '08 squad who just got home. I pray that this brings light to the lies of the enemy, that it may encourage you during this process and challenge you to press into facing the emotions of being home. I'm so proud of ya'll!! It will be a struggle, yet God continuously proves He is worthy and faithful. Welcome home F Squad! And remember... "different country, same God."

Upcoming Youth Rally!

Wed, 13 May 2009 00:00:00 GMT

MILLER TO SHARE STORIES OF ADVENTURES IN MISSIONS

By Dayna M. Reidenouer

Willow Street resident Becky Miller is passionate about her relationship with Jesus Christ. That passion took her on an 11-month trip around the world in 2008 with the World Race, a program of Adventures in Missions. On Wednesday, May 20, from 7 to 8:30 p.m., Miller will give a multimedia presentation about her travels, the work she did, the relationships she built, and her desire to live for Jesus Christ to area youths in the Family Life Center of Refton Brethren in Christ Church, 110 Church St., Refton.

"I believe that young people need to hear what Becky has to say for them to realize that God is still alive, that he still works on their behalf, that he still cares for them, and he loves them," commented associate pastor David McAdams.

Participating in the World Race, which involved living out of a 30-pound backpack, working with earthquake victims in Peru and leprosy patients in India, serving in orphanages in several countries, and sharing the Gospel in Thailand, was the catalyst that changed Miller from a believer to a follower of Jesus Christ. Through illnesses she and her teammates suffered, meals of guinea pigs and fried slugs, and even robbery at gunpoint in South Africa, Miller's faith was strengthened.

"God has so much grace for us that in the midst of our sin, he still proves that he is mighty and loves us the same, regardless," Miller remarked.

Miller graduated from Lampeter-Strasburg High School in 2003 and attended Shippensburg University, from which she graduated in 2007 with a degree in Spanish and teaching certification. Since returning from her trip, Miller has substitute taught in various districts, but mostly in Lampeter-Strasburg and Solanco. She volunteers as the Lampeter-Strasburg middle school girls' soccer coach. Later this year, she plans to complete a six-month term at the G42 Leadership Academy in Mijas Pueblo, Spain, to continue developing the Christian discipleship skills and spiritual growth she experienced on the World Race.

Eventually, Miller would like to return to Thailand. During her stay in that country last year, she and her teammates built relationships with several prostitutes, offering them opportunities to escape from that lifestyle. She also taught English in a local school, seeing firsthand how illiteracy and a lack of education contributed to women turning to prostitution as their only means to support themselves.

Miller is also considering returning to Lancaster County after studying in Spain to establish a discipleship program for teenage girls. They would meet once a week during the school year to study God's Word and develop their faith, and then spend about six weeks in missions during the summer.

"(We need to) build up a generation willing to set aside themselves and stand up for Jesus," Miller said. "It doesn't take leaving the country and living out of a backpack to be a missionary. The big thing is that love really changes people. It sounds clich, but love changes things."

Although Miller's presentation is directed toward youths, everyone is invited to attend. The evening will include icebreakers, group games, and a time of worship. Those who would like to read archived accounts of Miller's trip may visit beckymiller.theworldrace.org. For more information about the presentation, individuals may call the church at 786-3008.

((article from the Willow Street Advertiser...my local newspaper.))

Miracles happen here!

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 00:00:00 GMT

I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.
ROMANS 8:16

I half jokingly thought about how this is my new ministry and tonight I finally realized the truth in that statement. Since the beginning of March I have been volunteering coaching soccer with middle school girls. I'm not going to lie, but I did expect to do more coaching instead of chasing after balls and doing the jobs no one wants to do. My frustrations only increased yesterday at our second game when a girl got injured and I took her to the trainer instead of watching the game, but deep down knew the importance and seeking the joy of being a servant.

So tonight, instead of having practice we had team dinner. And again, not going to lie, I was bored when I got there, quite frankly I didn't really care to be there. Eventually, however, we got playing games, talking and having fun. One conversation after another led us from talking about scars to injuries that God used to lead me into opportunites for me to share what the Lord has shown me this year about healings and his faithfulness in answering prayers.

What happened next was totally a moment of bringing kingdom to earth. A few of the girls, after hearing the stories of healing got super excited and insisted we pray for Sarah's ankle and achille's tendon which she hurt in yesterday's game. We had to do it! Several of us gathered around her as we laid our hands on her ankle and prayed all together simply asking the Lord to heal her in the name of Jesus.

Sarah put her crutches down to test it, and as we all held back tears of joy and amazment we watched her walk on it!!! She said it still hurt just a little, but most of the pain disappeared. The excitement, laughter and disbelief spread throughout the room quickly, as we prayed once more. This time even more girls gathered around!! And she walked. Again! I think there was still some pain, so she left on her crutches, but without a doubt she will be healed this weekend and playing again next week!!! An injury that was to keep her from playing for at least 2 weeks, will keep her out for 2 days because of the mighty miraculous power of the Lord!

MIRACLES are NOT JUST SOMETHING THAT HAPPEN IN THIRD WORLD COUNTRIES with PEOPLE WE'VE NEVER MET and may NEVER SEE AGAIN...

...but they happen HERE in OUR TOWNS, with OUR FRIENDS and FAMILY when we step out BOLDLY IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!!!

We can pray for signs and wonders and miracles all we want, and God can work in that way, but I believe it is moments like this where we follow the Spirit and step out in faith trusting the Lord! God is amazing! I'm so thankful He never ever changes and really needed that reminder! Yesterday. Today. And forever. He will never cease to take my breath away.

I ask that you can continue to pray that God will open up doors for me in this ministry, for the girls to have open hearts to hear about the greatness of the Lord and lastly that Sarah's healing will be sealed and fully complete in the name of Jesus.

Thank you! Much love!

Top 10 Reasons To Go on The World Race...

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Ten reasons to go on the World Race

by:

Matt Snyder

Maybe you're sitting behind the computer screen contemplating reasons why you should go on the World Race. Here are ten reasons for you:

You learn who you are. Going on the World Race introduces you to the person that God wants you to be. You won't necessarily be the Jack Bauer or Indiana Jones of missionaries, but you'll definitely learn what the heart of God is and how He wants to use that to show you who you need to be in the Kingdom. And let's face it - you're more than just another employee slaving away in a cubicle, or a student going blindly into the real world' after college.

You get to see the world. Surely somewhere within you there's a desire to see the world. Most people think it's only a fantasy or a fairytale, but let's be honest, with God anything is possible. The World Race takes you to over ten different countries across four different continents... and God pays the bill, not you. Plus you can tell everyone you've been to Africa.

You can't be labeled a boring Christian. Most people think that Christianity is kind of a drudge and there's propaganda everywhere claiming that. Well, thankfully, you don't have to be a boring Christian. Twenty-four hour bus rides through the African bush is anything but boring, and feeding orphans and widows is a lot more adventurous than people give it credit for. But there's only one way to find out.

You will change the world. This isn't meant as a joke - you really will change the world. For each life you touch and empower with the love of God, they in turn will touch a life. It's just like the pay-it-forward principle, only with Jesus and love. It's pretty cool. This gets engrained into your everyday life when you go on the World Race. Maybe along the way you'll change the life that's going to find the cure for AIDS.

You learn to hear God's voice. Seriously, God still talks. There are a lot of rumors going on out there that He has a British accent and that He even talks in Spanish. Moses and Jesus weren't the only ones who had an in' with God; you do too. Going on the World Race perfects your ear for His voice.

You get to learn the things you didn't learn in Sunday school. What if, hypothetically speaking, they didn't teach you something in Sunday school? Would you know what is? Because on the World Race, they know what you didn't learn... and they're willing to teach it to you.

You'll raise the dead. You really will raise the dead... literally and figuratively. There haven't been any reported cases of World Racers raising the literally dead yet, but maybe you will be our first. It's been prophesied... are you it?

Learn about the Matrix. Maybe the Wachowski brothers were onto something when they created that infamous movie back in the late 90's. What if you really are living in a reality that isn't really reality? If you've ever wondered if there's something behind everything you see, you should check out the World Race - swallow the red pill and see how far the rabbit hole goes.

You learn what community really is. Relationships can only go so far with people when you're sharing just a dorm room for nine months. Community runs a lot deeper than a dorm room. Living life with a group of people united in purpose and Truth changes things - like the world. Explore the heart of Acts community and see it come to life through relationships that you'll maintain even after the World Race.

Pursue the dream God's planted in you. Sometimes there are dreams we have in life that get crushed by your typical 9-5 obligations. The World Race helps awaken your wildest dreams and plants a picture in how they can fit into the Kingdom. Do what you love doing while seeing God's Kingdom come to life through your life.

So what's it going to be? You're sitting on the edge of something great and it's as easy as applying. This is more than a mission trip. Go on the World Race and change your life and others'. There's something more out there... are you willing to look for it?

Apply here.